My Panama Girlfriend
My visit to Panama City, Panama proved to be the best decision I have taken in a long time. I went with a broken heart and high expectations on my mind. Yet, I left with a healthy heart and a world full of dreams; traveling to Panama was a life changing experience.
THE BEGINNING:During my first years in college I searched my soul deeply to discover who I was. I was very confused with my own sexuality. I tried a “high dose of testosterone”, but I was only left feeling empty and didn’t know how to be a good girlfriend either.
I kept wondering around drinking and partying trying to deny what I already knew. I was keeping my soul deep inside the closet and making myself sick from trying so hard to denied who I was, until I met my ex girlfriend Kate.
Kate was my first real love, my first girlfriend. We were girls in love. I never imagined I would fall in love with a girl. We spend lots of time developing that new feeling that until then was not been explored. My girlfriend and I grew up together in this quest of love. We found ourselves maturing into intelligent, reliable and confident women in loved. At the time, it seemed like nothing could go wrong, but it did.
My first real love also gave me my first real broken heart. Suddenly, Kate needed more space and she was ready to meet new people. “Us” wasn't enough for her. Kate wanted to explore life without me. Girl love was not what she wanted.
PANAMA VACATION:
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I wanted to spend some time alone. I needed a vacation. So, I chose to go to the beautiful Panama because of the anonymity it would allow me.
I did the usual tourist things: the Panama Canal, the Museum, day tours of Old Panama, and, like any other girl, I couldn't stay away from shopping. I had programmed to go there by myself for just two weeks. Then, at the end of the first week I was ready to interact with some beautiful people but I wasn't looking for a Latin love. However, I was on my way to meet a loving Latina girl.
While walking on the Old Panama City, I was amazed with the awesome view. There are so many gorgeous girls in Panama, my mind was spinning! I didn’t have a clue where to look first! Exotic girls, brunette and blond Latinas walking around in short skirts showing off their legs while talking on their cell phones; voluptuous women with mocha skin and angel face smiling everywhere. The panama hot girls were breath taking. All I could do was stare and pray I wasn't too obvious about it. After a while, I spotted this sexy brunette looking at me...
